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Attila the Stockbroker Diary: October 6, 2023

The bard displays his scars, and dons Brighton FC colours abroad to celebrate National Poetry Day

IF Braverman says anti-racism, humanity and compassion are “luxury beliefs” I’m wondering if the scars on my head and chin inflicted in the ’80s at gigs by the same fascists who would have doubtless abused her parents are “luxury injuries.”
 
Presumably in her eyes the Spanish Civil War volunteers were “virtue signallers” or some other bollocks, and maybe WWII was a “luxury war?” (There were plenty of Tories backing Hitler at the time).
 
And the phrase is an American one, imported along with the rest of the Trump playbook. 
 
These Tories are fash. Leftists who say they are “the same as Labour” are insulting this lifelong anti fascist. The Labour leadership are abject sell-outs but we’re not. We’re proper socialists. Literally everyone I know in our branch is. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: Tories out,by any means necessary. And that is just the beginning of the struggle. 
 
Happy National Poetry Day! 

I’m writing this in Marseille, supporting the club which I, alongside many other lifelong Brighton fans, fought for so many years to save, as we play our first ever away game in Europe. 
 
I knew we would come back, but if I’m honest, even I didn’t think it would be this good. I am so proud about what we did, and so happy about what we are doing. It’s hard: we don’t have the depth of squad or experience of the allegedly “bigger clubs” to play so many games — and we’ve got Liverpool on Sunday — but we gave it one hell of a go, equalising from two nil down.
 
And as luck would have it it was against another club with a proper anti-fascist fanbase, following our first ever home match against AEK Athens and their superb support. 
 
As a warm-up for the game I did a bilingual dub poetry gig — my first ever in Marseille — last night at local venue L’Intermediaire Live, co-organised with Anti-Fascist Action Marseille.
 
And because National Poetry Day and this historic occasion combine, I want to share with you the poem I wrote for the last ever game at our old Goldstone Ground on April 26 1997. It covers one wall of the supporters’ bar in our new stadium and the penultimate verse, so poignant now, is at the bottom of every staircase in our North Stand as we walk up to take our places. I performed it last night and there wasn’t a dry eye in the house. 
 
GOLDSTONE GHOSTS 
 
As bulldozers close in upon our old, beloved home
and those who stand to profit rub their hands
so we gather here together in sad, angry disbelief
and for one last time our voices fill the stands.
This is no happy parting, but a battle-scarred farewell
though victory hopes are mingled with the tears
And I, like you, will stand here as the final whistle blows
with memories which echo down the years…..
 
The Chelsea fans threw pennies. Old ones. Sharpened. I was eight.
A target in the South Stand with my dad
And he got rather battered as he held me close and tight
and confirmed my view that Chelsea fans were mad!
And there, on those old wooden seats, I learned to love the game.
The sights and sounds exploded in my head.
My dad was proud to have a son with football in his blood 
– but two short years later, he was dead.
 
Eleven. I went on my own. (My friends liked chess and stuff).
“Now don’t go in the North Stand!” said my mum.
But soon I did. Kit Napier’s corner curled into the net.
Oh god. The Bournemouth Boot Boys! Better run….
Then Villa in the big crunch game. A thirty thousand crowd.
Bald Lochhead scored, but we still won the day.
Then up, and straight back down again. Brian Powney, brave and squat.
T Rex, DMs and scarf on wrist, OK?
 
And then the world was wonderful. Punk rock and Peter Ward!
And sidekick “Spider” Mellor, tall and lean.
The legendary Walsall game. Promotion. Riding high.
Southampton-Spurs: that stitch-up was obscene.
The final glorious victory. Division One at last!
Arsenal, first game, midst fevered expectation.
Those Highbury gods tore us to shreds; we learned our lesson well.
Steve Foster was our soul and inspiration.
 
Man City came, and Gerry Ryan waltzed through them to score
And mighty Man United bit the dust.
Notts Forest, and that Williams screamer nearly broke the net.
The Norwich quarter-final: win or bust!
And after Wembley, Liverpool were toppled one last time.
The final curtain on those happy days.
And then the years of gradual, inexorable decline –
sadly for some, the parting of the ways.
 
But we stayed true, as glory days turned into donkeys’ years.
Young, Trusson, Tiltman, Farrington. Ee-aw!
A Wilkins free-kick nearly brought us hope. ‘Twas not to be.
The rot was deep and spreading to the core.
We found our voice and Lloyd was gone. Hooray! But worse to come.
Though just how awful we were yet to know.
Dissent turned to rebellion and then to open war
as on the terrace weeds began to grow.
 
The Goldstone sold behind our backs! Enraged, we rose as one
against a stony northern businessman.
We drew a line, and said: ENOUGH! And as the nation watched
the final battle for our club began.
We fought him to a standstill. Fans United. All for one.
A nation’s colours joined: a glorious sight.
And, finally, the stubborn, stony Archer moved his ground
and made way for our own collective Knight. 
 
The battle’s only just begun, but we have won the war.
Our club, though torn asunder, will survive.
And I salute each one of you who stood up and said NO!
And fought to keep the Albion alive.
And one day, when our new home’s built, and we are storming back
A bunch of happy fans without a care
We¹ll look back on our darkest hour and raise our glasses high
and say with satisfaction: we were there.

 
But first we have to face today. The hardest day of all.
Don’t worry if you can’t hold back the tears!
We must look to the future, in dignity and peace
as well as mourn our home of ninety years.
For me the Goldstone has an extra special memory
of the football soulmate I so briefly had.
He christened me John Charles and taught me to love the game.
This one’s for Bill. A poet. And my dad.

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